I’m surprised I actually have time to procrastinate right now. What better than to use my time to invest in this blog!! Time always passes by either A) way too slow or B) way too fast and right now, time is passing by way too fast. I really wish we had more than 24 hours a day to finish everything on our agenda! Everyday I feel like I’m suffocating a little more from work, stress, school overload and the worst part is, there’s no guarantee that my efforts will pay off. I miss my friends:( sigh.
Anyways, songs like this one rekindles the hopeless romantic that’s been buried and hidden deep within me. I stopped believing in cute dates and even discarded them as unnecessary ever since I began stressing about the realities in life. Since music is such a big outlet for my feelings and emotions, I really feel a strong connection with those that share similar music taste with me. When I want to reminisce, nothing can’t paint a picture better than a song’s melody and lyrics. When I want to find peace and solitude, nothing is better than listening to some Jon Schmidt. When I listen to songs, I begin conjuring up romantic fantasies of being swept away and living happily ever after. So if my boyfriend tells me that it’s no biggie that we don’t have similar music interests, it’ll really bother me.
I’m hoping to have a productive summer. It makes me feel so inadequate when I hear other people doing a prestigious internship or obtaining a nice job. Oh well, that only motivates me to strive harder. Which reminds me, I need to finish my medical scribe application…eeks! For now though, I must concentrate on the chem test I have on monday and the physics test on wednesday! I’m beginning to hate the semester system because all the UC kids are on spring break now :(! On the bright side, I made my own pho this weekend and it was legit!
Good thing I can always count on food to brighten my day.
Rachel<3
